Jealousy

i miss you and i decided to log in to your fb.
and guess what i saw.
still those same old albums but none of it has me in it.
and those comments your friends left.
kept me thinking.
that you probably had done something nice to your exs that i did not get.
i know its immature for me to get jealous, i know i am getting jealous outta nothing at all.
after all, i am the one on your relationship status and i am the one who got your "forever and ever"
and i also know im the one you are going to put the ring on.
but still i CANNOT take it sial.
sibeh gaowei sial like a seriously.
you always asked if you were the one i love the most outta all my boyfriends.
im going to tell you now "YES".
you are.
i love you the most outta all my boyfriends.
i made two decisions before but after i met you, i knew my past decisions were wrong and i am glad i did not do it, twice some more.
after i met you, i knew and i realised how i havent been feeling love from my heart and with my heart.
i totally forgot about it.
and now, i feel, i really felt it, that you love me from the bottom of your heart.
 this is the difference how you always ask me why.
Because with you, i feel with my heart and i feel from my heart.
And how i know that you are the last person i am going to say " i love you " and to give my forever to.

no mater how hard life gets, how many obstacles we have to go through, how many flower blossoms you are going to get along in life, i will be here, i will be there, to wipe your sweat when life gets hard, wipe your tears when we fight , kill those flower blossoms with a shot gun. i will be the one, who will hold your hand when you are on a hospital bed and tell you i love you even when you had no more teeth or hair. i will be the one who will catch you when you fall back and i will be the one who will be your breath of life.

I LOVE YOU.
you mend my broken heart and pieced it back into a whole.
i take it that i have never had any ex boyfriends before.
you are my first love and my forever love besides wang lee hong, haha.
just joking, cuz u made me jealous now im getting back at you.

promises are meant to be kept, dont break them.

you are my world , don't leave or i will lose my breath of life Arthur.