Wedding AND WISHES.

Went to wedding lunch yesterday with bf and his sis and cousins at holiday inn the atrium. 

these cute pigs are what we got as a wedding door gift. very cute right but so small i think only can save 5cents lor.lol

 its very last minute that we decided to go to the wedding thats why i got nothing to wear i wore back the same dress i wore to my christmas party. damn it. but bf was damn handsome yesterday. nv seen him so handsome before. teeheehee.

 eye make up for that day, :) naked palette 1, spring heart eye lashes, dior nude lipstick 263 and MAC lip gloss in double happiness, blusher is from NARS. eyebrow is daiso. heehee

 look bloated hor why ah?

 i dunno why i always take photo cant take until bf hair de leh, maybe he too tall lor

 see? no hair again.

 still no hair, jialat leh me.

 sian liao, might as well take from downwards.

 no hair again.. -.-

 nomatter how i try still no hair.

 HAHAHA... NO HAIR NO HAIR NO HAIR I ALSO NO HAIR.

WELL...1 MORE DAY AND I WILL BE 26 YEARS OLD. WTF.
GOT BF BUT NOT MARRIED.
haiz..
how time flies..my 19 birthday was still very vivid in my brain and now im actually 26 .
shoot die me prease.
i hope i dont look like 26 la hor.
26 years old still a failure leh.
no success in anything leh.
throw my parents face leh really.
grow so pretty also no use, just a useless failure.
when i was 15, i wished together with meiyan that we'll be 16 soon so we can go to club 3 and RUSH to club at mohammed sultan. those were the days.
when i was 16, i went to club 3 and RUSH still not enough i wan to faster 18 so i can go into MUSIC UNDERGROUND at phoenix hotel. if not everytime must hiong go in free entry after 3am. those were still the days.
when i was 17, i wished i can be 18 real soon because i wan to go to not only MUSIC UNDERGROUND but also DEVILS BAR and CHINABLACK.
when i was 18, i wished i would be 21 soon so i can do whatever i want, stay wherever i want, go wherever i want. When i was 18, i can go to most of the clubs but cannot go into CLUB MOMO yet.
when i was 19, i wished for a bf who will dote me and i can get marry when im 21 with this same bf. END up leh, fail. no bf at all.
when i was 20, i wished i can have alot of money so i could buy myself some friends and some love. i did, i got a lot of money and i actually bought love. but i regretted the love i bought, because it hurted me terribly.
when i was 21, i wished i could go back to 15 years old when i have no troubles and woes besides studying and pimples.
when i was 22 got myself a bf and thought i could get married by 23 and have a family at 25.
when i was 23, my future seems bleak because i was always with the wrong guy.
when i was 24, i realised i didnt want to stay in singapore anymore.
when i was 25, i am numb from all the hurt and the wishes that NEVER came true, and when i was badly hurt and wounded with no strength to carry on, god send me an angel, ARTHUR.

And i wished again once more, i wish i can get married by 27 and have a family at 29.
when i am a 30, i must be a beautiful wife and a proud mother.

I WISH.
CROSS MY FINGERS.
MAY HE ODDS BE FOREVER IN MY FAVOUR.